I have this thing living inside of me called FEAR, br and its growing bigger and bigger year by year... br I dont know if im scared to live, br or maybe im scared to die... br This is something you cant see with the untrained eye, br but its something i can feel, br its something thats real, br So im patiently waiting for this wound to heal... br it seems like its never ending, br so i keep bending and bending... br i think its got the best of me and im about to #@$*ing break, br but i have to hold and and be strong because this is my life at stake...