suicide is calling to me br beconing me in br showing me what could happen br if i let it win br no pain br no gain br just death. br maybe thats what needs to happen br to show the people around me what happens br when they drive this girl insane br they are playing me like a game br i want it all to end br i want this broken heart to mend br but it wont as long as you keep saying those words..... br it feels like your stabbing me again and again with the same old sword br i am no longer loved br for he just shoved me aside br looking for someone new br maybe he'll get a good screw. br i miss him alot br and we arent even done br hes killing me inside br all i have to do is finish it br and finish it i will. br i hope he sees me before i die br so he can see the life leave my eyes br and feel my heart beat stop br for one last time. br i want to see him cry br over this dead little girl br not innocent or strong br just broken and weak.