I cannot get to thinking br of something more profound br Not doing much sleeping br with all this clowning around br br I wander around the kitchen br make another cup of tea br More words begin to fill my head br and fill my heart with glee br br It's wonderful, hysterical br it really makes my day br This funfair is a miracle br Where me, myself, I, play br br But it's not always easy living br inside this crazy head br I sometimes consider drinking br to put these thoughts to bed br br But at least these thoughts br though wild as they may be br Distract from the old thoughts br and move along with me br br I know what you thinking br but really don't feel bad br I have not been drinking br and am not going mad br br This is just survival br until I find my way br To laugh at life, to share a joke br what gets me through each daybr br Tia Mariabr br