chocking on the tears br the pain to hard to swallow br the cries to low to be heard br the scars to deep to be seen br looking into the eyes of sorrow br and seeing that's where i belong br the fear of loneliness haunts me br being lost and on my own gives me br pain that you would never wanted br the words cut to deep they will never heal br the love that once was cuts out the still beating heart br leaving me soulless and dead br but i want it like that br the pain is gone now br no more worries br it is all over in a blink a eye br the day goes by br one night of rest br seems like years br the days grow longer br the weeks never ending br you want it to be over br begging for the forgiveness br that i will never get br i have forsaken everything br i want nothing but to be alone br because to let you in again br will lead to nothing but pain br and i know am not strong br enough to go through it again br all i can ask is why do i suffer like this br what have i done so wrong br please tell me am tired of feeling this pain br it never goes away br i cant stand this pain any longer br please cut out this heart br that loves to hard and trust to easy br please make all of it br go away hold me as the nightmares take over br all they show me is the hurt the pain br make it go away pleases don't let it hurt me anymorebr br Courtney Cainebr br