why, br can't I be happy? br br I wasn't last night, br br I wasn't a dream, br br I wasn't random br or fearless br br and I certainly wasn't br pride. br br No I was me, br br lost br in a crowded room. br br So droll br so damp, br and faded. br br He smiled, br and she hugged him br br You smiled br br and they all saw right through it.