I got out of bed today br tho I really didn't want to br I finished reading a book today br tho my head could not absorb br it's meaning, br I played with the dogs outside br tho my heart was not into it br I wallow in an empty void br tho I really wish for fullfillment br I wrote a biography br tho I am ashamed to let anyone read it. br I ask all the time what is my purpose br tho I am afraid to find out I have none.