You are the one who made me feel the way i always wanted to feel br you made me feel better than i have ever felt br better than i imagined i could feel br it actually scared me br scared me to the point of paralysis br when you offered yourself to me br i failed br the failure drove me to destruction br i destroyed you br destroyed myself br destroyed the two of us together br i destroyed the hope of a future br im surprised you even speak my name now br or acknowlege my existence br i dont blame you...