She sits in her room on her bed. Her heart she fears is nothing and lets br br it get ripped shred to shred. Shes numb and feels no pain. She has br br shadows in her mind that mock her every move. Her screams are br br never heard, or so she thinks. For I hear them. She thinks shes alone, br br but she never notices me right beside her. She tells herself that shes br br nothing, but my life would mean nothing without her. she feels br br forgotten, but has she forgotten that I could never find another friend br br like her? Silent tears stream down her face and her heart is confused. br br She seems strong but is crushed by decisions she must make. I know br br that she can get through this and be happy again. And I tell her that, but br br words mean nothing to her anymore. My heart breaks as I see her br br crumble. Shes so much stronger than that, but she has no idea. I pray br br to God every night that she will realize. And I hope he answers my br br prayers soon. Shes wounded, but I don't know how much more she br br can take, let alone her heart. I am here for her.....and always will be, no br br matter what. And thats a promise I'm taking beyond the grave.