The supposed focus of emotion and intellect br The body and the brain br The point it all began br The conception of identity br The brain and it's supposed capacity to reason br br Reason, season, grieve br br Dissimulation and assimilation br The body gave up or the brain decided br To give up before living drove it mad br br Treason, reason and giving br br The existence of the starting point br The boundaries within br The existence of a dominant will br All have torn me up within.