My whispering heart still crys for you.. br It may be with regret and pain br that I will think of you again today br Still I have no choice...your in my br heart for good no matter what I do... br no matter what you have done...or even what you br you did not say...or can't say anymore to me. br br My heart will Always know I love you br my weary mind knows I adored you br still today you never fade away... br after many years without your voice br your friendship or your presence br here on this precious sphere we call home. br br As I look up now in the darkness of night br I still see your smiling face looming over me, br I still wish I felt your embrace...just once more. br My hope is for you to feel the aura of my Love br upon your soul that lingers in heaven...and br mostly, I pray...Do you hear me whisper to you? br br As I pull you close with memories br As I smile at you from my perch on a deck br you never laid foot on...as I reach out br my hands to throw kisses to the heavens, br As I reach out to embrace the vision of you br I still hold in my heart today...I pray. br br I pray now...to the Lord that you feel my Love br even though we laid you to rest six years ago... br Though nothing I can do can bring you back to us, br even though I can not erase that dreaded day... br when you kicked over the chair...suspending... br your lifeless...tall lean, handsome body in mid air. br br I loved you then...and nothing has changed. br I will continue to whisper to you in the breeze... br through quietness, though chaotic thoughts... br through restlessness and pain and loss. br I plead with you to send a sign...crying now, br I ask...Do you hear me whisper to you? br br Written July 31st 2008.