Always changing, day after day. br What to expect, what's coming my way? br Sometimes, I hate feeling like this. br To breathe easy, that is my wish. br Coughing and drowning, I choke, I gasp. br All the while knowing my life is ending too fast. br Oxygen, Nebulizers, Pills, and Vests. br Total chaos! My life is a mess. br What I wouldn't give for a normal life. br To survive long enough to be called someones wife. br I'm getting weaker, I don't know how much longer I can keep up the fight. br The things I would do to just take a breath. br Instead of contantly trying to escape my own death.