It’s not as if I didn’t know br when I pulled into that dark parking lot br in the 2800 block of South Avenue br that the little black a*s teenage prick br with the 24 carat golden grill in his mouth br and his NY Yankees ball cap br pulled down around his diamond studded ears…. br had a gun; of course I knew br he was packing heat and would bring it br if provoked … but I’m not even some dumb fuk br Caucasian yuppie with the keys to a new BMW br who just happened to have wandered br into the wrong neighborhood br trying to score his favorite rock candy…. br No….I’m not even a stupid honky metrosexual br with an I Pod plugged into my tiny brain…. br What I am is ……a dead mutherfuker….