what is it that hurts the most? ? ? br br being pushed away from the things that mean a lot, br or giving up those things when you dont want to give up; br br trying hard and still watching yourself lose from the start, br or giving up the very hope that you are good enough; br br holding on and hoping against hope, br or just helplessly letting it go; br br being happy for the things that you still have, br or being happy for the things you once had; br br thinking of it, br or trying hard to forget it; br br what is it that hurts the most? ? ?br br Analmani Tripathibr br