Crippled with anger br br Crippled with fear br br My heart is aching br br My eyes fill with tears br br You tell me I'm bad, that I'm a loser br br You're my husband, you're my abuser br br br I'm afraid to stay... br br Afraid to leave br br I'm scared to love you br br Scared to believe br br Your behavior keeps me so confused br br There's so much pain br br I feel so used br br br You've kept me so long br br Under your spell br br My heart feels so lonely br br I'm as empty as a shell br br All you gave was pain and sorrow br br Not much hope for a bright tomorrow br br br Longing for a tender touch br br A gentle voice br br Will this painful life be my only choice? br br A river of tears br br So many lost years br br ~~~~~ br br At last, I'm free - I sent you away br br Now, each nite I vow to pray br br I thank the Lord for giving me strength br br From now on - I'll keep you at length br br You've set me free Lord - You made me brave br br I promise I'll never be...