Slowly dyin.. br got that rotten feeling.. br Finally started tearin.. br What the hell is happenin? br br I've tried and tried, br to write bout how i feel.. br And none of the words can even start to describe. br br I'm finally done tryin. br Finished with the lyin. br I dont wanna lie to myself.. br br So here we go.. br br I've got a hole burn through me.. br Its deeper then you think.. br My heart is no where to be found... br Shattered some place.. somewhere.. br br I dont think i even care.. br br I'm tryin to move on.. br Not think bout the past.. br But for some reason.. br Its haunts me night and day.. br br I'm tryin to escape.. br Where is my getaway? br br I see a shinin light.. br but only there for a moment..