I have been deceived by a man. br A man who said he would not. br He lied to me when he reached his scaly hand. br Anger embodies my soul - I ought br To have known - not bide his forked tongue. br My soul burns, my heart bleeds. br I fall forever and never die. Or even to be hung br By my own stupidity. To lie on the earth, covered by seeds, br Emboding my every gesture and thought br Disabling my need for love, or even to cry. br Coming alive inside my body where Disease dares not. br Abandonment, hatred, anger - I do not think 'Why? ' br A God he was to me. br Took my soul and flew. br Flew far away and made me free. br But only then if I knew. br I have no one for I need no one. br Once i feared being alone br But I fear no longer- that is done. br Love has no use for me - She is no longer home br Where i could knock on Her door br And She hand me the Silken Coat of Happiness for free. br Rich She once made me and now made me poor. br I will leave Her for She has left me. br Acceptance to solitude with open an arm - br Perhaps this road will bring me no harm.