tired! br oh so tired now br of all this deceit br tired because br i know now br what your hatred has br done to me br br tired! br of wanting to call you br my sweet br and having you br look at me br with this same br apathy br br tired! br oh just to close my eyes br to simply lay down br and surrender this fight br this pathetic artless br desperation br to stay alive br br tired! br the bells they chime br so prettily, they rhyme br with the ticking of this time br withered heart of mine br and i feel my soul sadly br sigh br br tired! br the lights seem dimmer now br and your movements br as you composedly sip br your wine br seem to become some br sick lullaby br wish i could usher in br the urge to cry br upon my sad demise br but the blessed tiredness br envelopes me in a shroud br of cool grace br with which i silently br slip away br goodbye.. br goodbye.. br goodbye.