I am not this…I am not this! br Screaming, he fell into the deep abyss, br Its silence cold, blankness dark and vast br Befitting place for incorrigible lunatics br Austere men in these voids get lost! br br I am not this, I am not this! br He vied with ego, as he locked lips, br On her chaliced mouth, where elixir drips br Caressed satin skin, breathed her toxic smell br An ascetic failed there, as her golden cape fell! br br I am not this, I am not this! br He asserted while basking in bliss, br Baited by desire to search the hollow br Begetting Omniscience with sinister thrill br Perceived metaphors of clandestine will! br br I am not this, I am not this! br Avows the baffled soul of his, br Immortality sans body, yet mind in body lives br Like a stern naked saint, who did forsake lust br Yet a morsel food he eats, until death he must!br br Seema Aarellabr br