Dear myself... br when you're forced br it's hurt, isnt it? br so, why dont you release it? br cry! Scream it out! ! ! br You're so stupid! br Dont pretend to be calm! br br Dear myself... br Hey, spill it out... br it hurts you, right? br Your feeling is hurt, br isnt it? br br Dear myself... br why? why? br Dont act so stupid! br It wouldnt hurt your pride, br would it? br br I've said it many times br Throw those fake smiles! br br Dear my self...