For years I have been silent br I hold a beautiful secret you and I share br For years I have no expectations from you br Not your love, not your hand to hold unto br br Just to know where you are was enough br You are near, yet so far br And far, yet so near br It didn't matter, you are always where you should be: br In a peaceful corner of my heart br br These days I am running out of options br My back is against the wall br Though fate has been kind br Mother of fortune has not been br br I come in humility to you, and understanding I have asked br Not wanting to disrupt your charmed existence br Just hoping your heart would beat for us, more than once br br I lay awake at nights holding back my tears br For I have come so far and yet here I am now br Why am I begging for something? br That should have been mine on the first placebr br June FeirCruzbr br