i will rise again. br into the state of perpetual zen br from the ashes to the flame. br from just a name, br to the zenith of fame br know this o women, br for me you are no bad omen br br in me now i find peace br once it used to be only disease br in the mirror of your purity, br i see my sins, reflected. br in your love, my women br i see in me, the divine resurrected. br if i was the night br you were the light. br if i was chaos, br you were order. br as queer as it is, br in you i fused br in you i forgot the fallacy of oneness br br like the chant of a unknown hymn br your word echo in my ears br weighed my love and my bleak future br weighed more, which one i don't know br so unkind, never told me br leaving only your lingering odor. br br walked away did you? my women, br to play fiddle to god? br break me, you will not br strangle i will not br in the betrayal knot.