I said I'll write... br And for the first time... br I couldn't think of words to say... br I couldn't find something to help... br br I felt a feeling... br I couldn't express... br It hurts...but it's great... br It's painful...but it's worth it... br br Every word I think of... br Just about to put it down... br It's total opposite... br Comes by my mind.... br I find it also fit to use... br br The feeling is complicated... br More than I thought... br br I feel alone...though accompanied... br I feel accompanied...though alone... br br It makes me cry...but I know I'm glad... br It makes me laugh...but I know I'm sad... br br It makes me strong...when actually I'm weak... br It makes me weak...when actually I'm strong... br br I feel my heart bleeding from no wound... br I feel my heart dancing from a great cut... br br I know you think I'm crazy.... br And here is another thing...I'M NOT... br br If I were crazy...I wouldn't mind... br At lest I'd know...why I feel so UNKNOWN...