i love you so much with all my heart br even when you rip me apart br br i love you when you beat me to death br put a knife to my throat and try to put me to rest br br i love you when you rape me, humiliate me, dictate me, br video tape me, expose me to friends who all hate me br br i love you when you pull my hair br while dragging my body down the stairs br br i love you when you spit in my face br then kick my chest til my rib cage breaks br br br i really loved you that night when you finally arrived br just in time for me to put a bullet between your eyes br br br i really loved you when i cut you to pieces br then called the police after i fled the scene br br oh how i loved you so much my dear br as i shed these tears of joy for all these years br br i'm finally free br laughing hysterically br br now's my time to turn over a new leafbr br elena wintersbr br