SILENTLY LETTING GO OF ALL MY TEARS br CRYING ABOUT ALL MY CHILD YEARS br TRYING TO FORGET FOREVER br BUT I CANT NOW, NOR NEVER br TEARS RUNNING DOWN MY FACE br I STILL REMEMBER THAT PLACE br IT WAS COLD, DARK AND SCARY br AT THAT TIME I BELIEVED IN A FAIRY br I CANT REMEMBER HER NAME br THE FAIRY OF DREAMS br SHE WOULD COME AND TAKE AWAY MY PAIN br SHE NEVER CAME, I WAITED AND WAITED br THE DARK ROOM DRIVING ME INSANE br EVERYDAY I SCREAMED FOR HER TO HELP ME GET OUT br IT NEVER HELPED, I WAS STUCK THERE br AND NO ONE EVER DID CARE br LOCKED UP IN A ROOM br TO THINK ABOUT THE BAD THINGS I HAVE DONE br BECAUSE SOMETIMES I WAS BAD br AND SOMETIMES I DID MAKE MY FATHER MAD br AFTER THREE DAYS IT WAS OVER br I COULD COME OUT AND EAT MY FIRST MEAL br THAT JUST HAPPEND WHEN DADDY WAS SOBERbr br LUZAAN de Bruynbr br