Drowning in the deep depths of darkness br crawling to the bottom of the sea br Feeding off the scum of the earth br What's happening to me? br I see the knife, how shiny the blade, br I see my reflection, and then i see it fade br The dark cloud of dust swarms around br my cold cold life br Taking away everything, br Making me desire the knife br Death speaks to me through the br dark cloud of dust br it whispers the fantasies br that seem to be just. br Brainwashed and altered br my heart seems to wander br Away from what i once believed br Making my mind ponder br ponder the questions that lead to br more questions br ponder the answers that lead to br more answers br Becoming more depressed as my life br fades br i wonder the reason why i was ever br made br i cry in my dreams believing i'm br a mistake br and about the god damned problems br I always seem to make br so i drown in the deep depths of the br darkness; thats come over me..............