I push you away br i hell you to leave br Yet you wish to stay br How can you love me? br My emotions flee erratically br from my body out of my mouth br the things i say br Hurt you, yet you know br i dont mean them br I run and hide br i scream and cry br How can you love me? br I love the blood and you love me br I struggle with every essence of life, but you are where i find peace. br how can you love me? br J.V.