The night I tried to kill myself br Was like a scary dream br A knife held to my neck br No one heard me scream br br The cuts over my body br As I tried to bleed to death br It didn't seem to work br As I took a deep breathe br br Theres not point living life br If it's going to hurt with pain br Death seems more peaceful br Life is like a stain br br One little cut on my neck br Thats all it was going to take br I told myself I could do it br For all goodness sake br br A knock on my door br Reminded me someone must care br I broke out in tears br I felt so scared br br Death can seem peaceful br It can seem truley right br But for now I chose to live br As I hang on really tightbr br Lisa Frenchbr br