Finding me…is like trying to solve the Da Vinci code br The puzzles continues to build walls and barricades br A millions of doors of broken images and dreams br It truly easy to lose one’s self image and thoughts br It like being born again in your soul not knowing br Where you are or who you are in this strange world br What will I become in my god’s judgmental eyes? br Will I become famous or known for good or bad? br Or will I be another corpse buried 6 feet under? br I want to know my purpose and my destiny br So why this prayer didn’t come true god! br Is it something tragic or internal suffering? br Or is it my path is where darkness is at it strongest br Where hell becomes a bottomless pit of souls br Enslaved, tortured, manipulated, sinners of the lord br Is this my fate? Is this my destiny? Is this my purpose? br What I’m doing asking unanswerable questions br Knowing that this will only lead in circles br Digging deeper in my heart making a hole br Founding nothing but blood and veins br No founding of my heart of gold br Engraving my love’s name, my family and my name br Thinking this is my true purpose and the true me br Falsehoods, lies and bad influences br Pushing me from my goal and my search br Knowing that this subject will come back br Knowing that this question might never be answer br Why even try to think about finding the answer? br My response…Finding this answer will be finding br The lost images of my true self of a being and my inner selfbr br Compton Wrightbr br