I was angry br I felt sad br I was confused br And I couldn't control myself br I just picked up the knife and did it br I stabbed a man br A man that looked my father's age br He hit the floor with a huge thump br He put his hand over his chest where it was bleeding br And stared at me br Just stared br I fell to my knees and started to cry br I felt a rain dropp fall on my head br And i looked up br The man looked up too br He asked me if i new what was happening br I was confused br I told him it was raining br And he looked at me again and said br NO its not raining br the sky is crying br I told the man i was sorry br The man just smiled and laid his head on the ground br I heard him whisper br Your forgiven br That night i had killed two people br I physically killed a man br And i emotionally killed myselfbr br Lost Causebr br