I have laid down with joy and laughter; br I have wallowed in pity; br kissed evil br and ran away br from what loved me; br br ran away from what I loved; br hid from br my own inner truths; br forgotten br too many bad times br and late night br mistakes. br . br My tears br fill br oceans br without names br and I've groveled br on linoleum floors; br made calls br on that porcelain phone br forgotten my own name. br br My regrets are many; br fun times too br but, but but, br br God br please let me out br of my twenties.