A wonderful day br Gone to waste br A day with my boy br Who I truely love br All distroyed br In one small question br My own thoughts br Brake the sweetness br As always br I shouldn't talk br My mouth should be shut br Not say a word br Tied up with thread br Closed for all time br All I wanted to convay br was mixed up in words br I thought he'd understand br If I explained it more br But I should of known br That one sentence would work br Tears mixed with yells br Neather side letting up br One not listening to the other br One not able to explain br And in the end br Both have wounds that won't heal br both made by each other br So they can't heal the others br Old wounds spill open br One will decide to die br Or at least br See her death in her head br Left shaking alone br Blaming herself br And knowing br The demon inside her br Will try to distroy her br If only she was br Someone else br If only she was br Normal br If only she could br Just die awaybr br Jessica Kissnerbr br