All I do is hurt myself br My Family, My friends br The only way to save them now br Is the death at my own hand br Though no one cares about me now br For I hurt so much more. br br I am not like the moon br I cannot heal br Once the meatiors have hit. br br I do not wane and wax. br br Between the coming months br I do not start a new begining br When the new moons up at night. br br And all that comes from me is lies br Lies to my heart and to my body br Lies that people say br Only to make them feel good br Someone wants to help br But only to help himself br Thats all I see now. br br Should I fall into my death br Yes? br No? br Maybe? br br Who cares for me in all my life br I have no one at all br All thoughs years of being abused br All thoughs years of being left alone br Outside the circle looking in. br br I think I am numb now br Cannot feel myself no longer br The devil has grabbed me br I am the devils spoun after all br I feel myself slipping away.............