I have this relationship br with cleaning my house br br meticulously br br everyday; br br work br that is never done. br br I have this relationship br with cleaning my house br which is poorly br understood. br br All around seem oblivious br to the work br involved br in this home environment br and like despoilers- br clothes get strewn br and dishes left- br for the cleaner of the house; br br because I, br unlike them, br can't bear to see my self esteem br cluttered like that br every day br with dirt and dust. br I then take the cloth br and clean what is precious to me. br . br I have this relationship with my house br which even in this, br my family br is poorly understood.