I am a Crouching Creature br bounded by Circumstance br and Choices I've made. br br I pound against br the Circumstantial Wall br and I choose to bloody br my own fists against it all br but defiant br I will not relent br and measure this br as my commitment br to fight these chains. br br Choosing in life br and family br in the world and my br career br is bounded by my iron Circumstances. br br Where does my Circumstance live br and how can I circumvent br its boundaries? br Can I move? br Can I melt into some one's else's br Circumstance? br br Will I in choosing br merely replicate br old choices br and old Circumstance? br br I must I tell my self: br break away from me br and my choosing br to the extent br these choices make br my old and new br Circumstances endlessly repeating. br . br Yet, I hope somehow br with magical bent br to break that wall.