Counting time in my mind br Look at all the things you’ll find br In my space, familiar face br Another memory gone to waste br Broken soul growing old br It has already all been told br Seeing red, being dead, br A ghost living inside my head br Energy sparks in me br A sudden surge that I can’t see br Cut too deep, I can’t sleep br All I have to do is leap br Midnight screams, in my dreams br Nightmares are my breathing scenes br To my friends, I love them br But every story has to end br br Every breath that is left br Is one step closer to my death? br And I blink, I can’t think br I am running out of ink br Strangling stress, what a mess br I’m innocent till I confess br Troubled youth, hunting proof br No-one ever knows the truth br Lowered down in the ground br That’s where my body can be found br Am I dumb? I am numb br When will death and company come? br Feeling lost, bleeding cross br Will you deliver me to my boss? br Closing hand, don’t expand br Point it high and make a stand br br I will glove all my love br I will make you take my drug br Lovely girl, ugly world br Let me win and let it swirl br Wipe your tears, I’m still here br Living in all of your darkest fears br I have grown all alone br In this house that I call home br All I hate, phony fakes br No one has what it takes br Embers flick, fires lit br Not being able to commit br Tell me why the world will lie br I have even failed to die br Counting time in my mind br Look at all the things you’ll findbr br Bilal Rajabr br