The blade shines through the darkness br Calling my name br Pretending to be a friend of mine br And I find that i can't resist br It seems so easy br Always being careful br Hiding the scars from the world br And never letting on how much it hurts br When people don't see what's in front of them br I'm invisible to them br And they don't know br How the blade punishes me br Telling me the blood will make it better br But it never does for long br It only makes things worse br Harder to deal with br Harder to keep going br Harder to fight br It's never the right thing to do br But still I find myself falling into the trap br Everytime it gets worse br Days and nights pass br The calling of the blade gets louder br Everywhere I go it's there br I pretend I don't care br Until I'm alone in my room br Then I can't pretend anymore br Not to myself, there's no point br And I reach for it br And it bleeds br And the impurities leave my body like a stream br And afterwards it's better br For a time br Until I remember that I'm alive br And now I've got more to hide br It's not better, nothings solved br The scars are worse br And I hate myself more than ever br And I'm still sinking and will be forever br And the blade just continues to call...