She was not a bounded entity; br rather she flowed through human-ness br of br but not a part of things; br a ethereal presence- br high-voiced br light laughter- br all around br blond hair br which highlight glowed br both day and night. br br She was married to recklessness br satiation, excess br drunken orgiastic br extremes br dark and light emotions mixed; br she was easy br and hard; br full-faced br and hidden; br mysterious br unfathomable br intense. br br She grasped br my very soul br on first encounter br and wrung br from it br essences br before br unrevealed to me. br br New life br indeed br exceeding br my own br then br boundaries, br br where where I tried on reckless abandon br chucked Cautions' Cloth br and joined her boundlessness. br br 'Every night' she said br she dreamed she could fly br and woke up disappointed it was only a dream. br br But boundarylessness br is too br insubstantiality br meaning she was hard to grasp- br an ether which charmed and smiled br but gone swiftly from my finger tip br life smoke in the moment; br leaving behind br only sweet jasmine scent. br But that br that br is most times br is enough. br for me.