I thought I would live forever, like Newton or Shakespeare- br Until you were gone I realized you were my life’s elixir, br I tore your heart to pieces yet it is mine that is torn- br Numbed, suffocated, mutilated, annihilated- br The petals to my heart do not bloom anymore, br I turn back the hands of time on my watch- br Earth did not turn back for me, br All women turn right when I turn left, br Whatever they see cannot be less than the truth, br No one believes I have changed-I cried love too many times, br I am between history and forgotten, dust and ash- br I am dead-not officially; death is taking too long to pick me up.