You have no seasons; br you are an undifferentiated br whole with no seams: br Guarded or Integrated? br I can't decide. br br You whole life seems br well, so together. br And you love me. br I think you really do. br br You are my Eternal Summer br well-off, a famous family br and persistent br in your interest in me. br br There will be no seasonal br changes with you br and you and your mother br have already been shopping br for the children's wardrobes. br br I have another suitor too. br He is Winter, chaste and unsure br of everything br except me. br He loves me too. br br He is all future- br the dreamer. br He sweeps me up br in his beingness br for hours on end. br I adore him; br he brings things in me alive. br br So what is it to be. br Endless Summer br or uncertain Winter? br br I am stick here in br my Autumn br wondering br what I can do to get to br Spring.