i wish i was a normal girl, br that no one would stare at me, br that i wouldn't be talked about br ii wish i wasn't that girl br who does everything wrong br the girl who falls in love br and cries because its just another heart break br sand one who see's the colours br on a dull dull day br but im only the girl br who has emothions br one that cries and screams and cuts. br one that ditched her formal br to go to some stupid concert br i wash i wasn't the skinny one trying to loose weight br i wish i wasn't abused every single day br and the one who lost her father br i wish i was one of those 'happy familys' br the one with a dad a mum and only two kids. br i wish i didn't have to look after my baby sister br and that i wasn't failing at it. br i wish i could be happy with my life... br i wish i could stop wishing....