i see myself in a casket br got so much time to reminisce br while i sit here in abyss br i wonder if heaven really exist br trying to be a confidence man br but nothing to show when shi hits the fan br Absence makes the heart grow fonder br i guess i'm on earth just to wander br this is everything i am br i feel left out like kazakhstan br cause no one cares for me br Ashes to ashes dust to dust br all the feelings i had just combust br say goodbye to all the trust br for all the people i know br got no one to bestow br heartless but i so keep a smile on my face although br they tell me Beauty is in the eye of the beholder br every single day life seems to get colder br trying get power and money By any means possible br i Bury my head in the sand br cause i Refuse to confront or acknowledge a problem br its hard to make you understand br stress is stuck to me like a wrist band br The darkest hour is just before the dawn br will anyone care when i'm gonebr br Mara SalvatruchaDemonbr br