if i had to say how i feel, br i can't really say, br you were my mother, br a gift from god, br that i couldn't keep, br not a day go by, br that i wish you were by my side, br days are getting harder, br living a life without you is rough, br i would give anything to have you back, br there are times i think how i can be with you, br but, than i miss people here, br things push me to end my life, br but, i hang on, br because along the way, br there have to be something better, br i had dreams of becoming something, br i had your support before you left, br which makes the easy way out, br seem not as easy as i though, br because of you, br i can be the person i was ment to be, br you still believing in me, br like you always have, br now it up to me to believe i can, br it's my life, br without you, br i wouldn't of been this strong, br i got a gift for you, br i love you, and there's always br a place in my heart for you.