This pain fills me br this pain of emptiness br a pain that doesn't go away br a pain of longing for br what I don't have br having what I don't want br a pain of the past br and also the future br a pain that nobody cares I have br a pain that I have every day br this pain fills me br from the soles of my feet br to the top of my head br I am filled br my soul is dim br the pain is a killer br it wants to take over br I fight br with what might I have left br I fight this pain br I just want this burden br to be gone br so I may be free br I just want this pain br that fills me br gonebr br Amber Kangasbr br