I wonder what its like br to feel no sense, no feelings in your head br Would it be like you're still alive, but you're already dead? br I lay awake, lay in my bed br These thoughts upon my mind br Would it be like you're in a bind br Where every things held back br Or maybe you're held back br And your mind is off the track br Would it be easy, maybe it'd be hard br Always wondering what happiness is, love and joy br Maybe love will always avoid me, maybe it is just a ploy...