Something new in my life exploding with something i haven't seen before in a human.... br Something so rare.... br Something deep and beyond wat u could see.... br Beyond skin deep.... br Soul on fire with desire.... br Pain fading.... br Slowly healing.... br Time not so unbearable now with a mate to wait with.... br Love on the horizon and peace in my soul... br The grave is now not so unbearable.... br Death is only the beginning of life.... br Im fighting the dark corners of my life... br Truely dead but not dying... br Black Heart please don't be lying... br Im trusting u again and i hope this time u won't let me down.... br I don't want to be cursed and spellbound.... br Not again... br I don't think i could handle it....