I wanna feel the nail go thru my hand br I wanna feel the thorns go through my skin br I wanna feel what you feel when i commit a sin br I wanna be mocked and spit on br I wanna be pushed and thru down br I wanna be the one on that cross br I wanna be the one who saves the lost br Hands spread open wide br Why did you die for me? br Please tell me why? br When i sin every day and tell many lies br When im jealous of many when i have to much pride br When i had an abortion br When i made you cry br When i hurt my parents br When i wanted to die br Throw me on that cross br Leave scars on my back br Put a crown of thorns on my head br And if i scream dont you take me off br Im not worthy to be loved br Im not worthy to be a part of someone high above br What you did for me i guess ill never feel br What you did for me i believe it's real br Im sorry for not being the christian i was suppsed to be br Im sorry for not remembering what you did for me br So if i ever make you cry and make you feel regrets br For dieing and on the third day rising again br And if i ever doubt you or feel that you are false br Send me a set of nails and throw me on that crossbr br Try and UnDeRStANd mE ....