Today br motherless br I wonder br what I missed.. br the way she fed br balls and balls of rice br with ghee and dhal br the smell of mother br her Jasmine flower br the grace of her voice br her cheering moods br the way she played br with my silly toys br just enjoyed br with my age br a child she was br when I was br an adult she grew br up with me br she opened the sky br and showed me the stars br filled my nights br with fullness of moons br she preserved to me br the poem of life br the love of living br faith in healing br with delicate things br she was a wonder br for her weapons were modest br smiling in sadness br teaching life is in living br suckling throughout br was I her oozing energies br she stood for me br I made her a Child br and she mothered me br and I stood br with my babe br My mother inside me....