i dont know who i am, br i dont know why im here, br i dont know if theres a way, br i dont know the meaning. br br i look around, br i fall to the ground. br i get back up, br not to 'fess up. br br i try to tell you, br why i am so blue. br but you would just laugh, br not thinking its that bad. br br i think about the messes, br when i never confess. br i start to cry, br when there's none to defy. br br i sit when i lie, br i laugh when i try. br theres no one to say, br or even to portray. br br i imagine me coming home, br just so i wont be alone. br i feel so confused, br when i tell the truth. br br the sense i make, br is complex as a cake. br i can never be understood, br when i hide under the hood. br br i dont know who i am, br i dont know why im here, br i dont know if theres a way, br i dont know the meaning.