finding yourself is a challenge br as for me i lost interest in who i really am br due to lack of socialism and insecurities br i've driven my self into ridiculous scenerios br which obviously wasn't interesting to me at all br i have engaged in conversations above my character br i have tried to mutate my personality to become like br those whose life seemed to be as perfect and inviting br when really it was as cruel, and pitiful as the green river killer br so i ask myself this question. ' is being different pitiful or exciting'? br br MY ANSWER: 'i'm happy..........what could be more exciting than that'.