Coldness settles in my bones br it's thoughts of you that keep me warm, br br Though all alone I sit and think br pondering into yesterday. br br It makes no sense to punish myself br for making a mistake, br br I can not shake this cold that settles br leaving me to lie awake. br br What ifs no longer matter, br so much time has passed away br br the distance creates bitterness br of mind games we used to play br br questions reveal no answers br still waiting for you to say br br The words behind your feelings br which you revealed to me that day. br br Your face a distant memory br imprinted in my soul br br your words forever haunt me br wherever I may go br br Emotional walls around me br keeping pain away br br no longer can you hurt me br these walls are here to stay.